January 2011
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Diary of a make-up. Day 1; Entry 1 - 7:16 AM
Trevor and I spoke yesterday and I am so thankful. We may not be able to express ourselves effectively yet, but I will give us an “E” for “Effort” because even after everything that has happened we always seem willing to try.
I’ve realized so much about myself, what I thought my life was going to be, and how I now know what I want my life to be.
I was talking to...
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joshsimpson:
Congrats to @nickkroll on the hilarious #thankyouverycool comedy central special! I raise my martuna glass to you, sir.
Agreed. Nick is so talented. That was really funny. I could really taste the tuna.
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Diary of a break-up. Day 6; Entry 2 - 9:09 PM
Man, I must be getting lonely if I was happy to be on the phone with someone in customer service helping me with my internet connection. He had a very pleasant voice and he fixed my internet.
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Diary of a break-up. Day 6; Entry 1 - 7:04 AM
With no one else around I feel like I can breathe.
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“Your biggest challenge isn’t someone else. It’s the ache in your lungs and the...”
– (via 472239364) (via happythings) (via poeticheartache) (via evanlongoria-) (via ipostepicshit)
Oh, man, I hope so.
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Diary of a break-up. Day 5; Entry 2 - 5:07 PM
Trying not to cry at my desk at work is probably one of the least fun things I can think of. I can’t help it though. I get tired of looking at my computer screen, so I put my head down, but every time I put my head down I think of him.
I don’t want to do or see anyone tonight, but I feel like if I don’t I may really go crazy. I’ll keep you posted.
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Diary of a break-up. Day 5; Entry 1 - 9:45 AM
I thought I’ve been in love before, but the longer I go without knowing whether or not I will talk to or see Trevor again the more I start to feel like maybe I’ve never truley loved anyone before.
Maybe just not in this way.
I’m no stranger to depression and heartbreak. Picking myself up off the ground is what I do best, but this time something is different. It’s...
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hopeaaron:
Hope…where to start? We’re broken up….my choice…but we both feel the same way…if not stronger. Im just not sure if I want to hop back into a relationship yet…and you’re fine with that…you’re giving me the time I need, and for that I cant be more thankful. Jeez, Hope. I love you so much, its quite ridiculous. Where shall I begin? I love it when you’re near, I get this immense...
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juliavickerman:
listgenerator:
Black Swan Effects Reel
WOWOWOWOWOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW.
*Also, there’s some spoilers in here (and a lesbian scene).
Incredible.
This really is incredible! I knew there were a lot of effects in Black Swan, but this is pretty mind blowing. MOVIES ARE BULLSHIT, MAN! Wonderful, wonderful bullshit!
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“So don’t be fooled. No, don’t get lied to. Love was always cruel.”
– Bright Eyes
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Diary of a break-up. Day 4; Entry 1 - 12:33 PM
Questions and phrases I cannot handle at this time:
How are you?
I’m so sorry.
I’m glad/I hope you’re feeling better.
I know the people saying these things do not mean to hurt me and they may not even be directed toward my break-up, but these questions and phrases do hurt me because they remind me that something terrible has happened, something in which I must once again heal...
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If the Best Picture nominee posters told the... →
These are good.
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Diary of a break-up. Day 3; Entry 2 - 6:38 PM
Trevor and I had mused about how people can become compulsive hoarders. “Trash goes in the trash can, I can’t stress that enough, people,” we’d laugh, but now I’m starting to see how people’s lives can get that way. I feel like someone has died. Until today my floor was littered with piles of wadded up tissue that started collecting Sunday night. The same...
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Diary of a break-up. Day 3; Entry 1 - 9:59 AM
I still have a fever. Missing the second day of work in a row. I’m not feeling as optimistic as I was last night, but I guess that’s because my defenses are down. I didn’t sleep very much. I’m starting to get angry though. I can feel it, but there’s still a part of me holding out that there is a chance we will be together and happy again. Something inside of me...
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Mike Detective, you're so cool. →
“Too many guys think I’m a concept, or I complete...
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— Clementine in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
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Diary of a break-up. Day 2; Entry 2 - 8:04 PM
Slowly but surely I’m gathering my wits. I’m still not to the point where I want to go out and see anybody, but at least I am starting to think more rationally. Emotions are crazy things.
I know at some point I’m going to have to get mad. I still remember a therapist telling me years ago that I am really good at being sad, but not very good at getting mad. I guess...
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“The illusion of effortlessness requires a great effort indeed.”
– Helena Bonham Carter (Conversations with Other Women)
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Diary of a break-up. Day 2; Entry 1 - 8:01 AM
I’ve managed to turn my mental sickness into physical illness. I’m strong, but I’m not invincible. I can’t go to work today. I can’t remember the last time I felt this sick.
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Diary of a break-up. Day 1; Entry 1 - 6:13 PM
So last night my boyfriend and I broke up…I think anyway. I’m not sure, but if you’re not sure, I guess the answer is probably yes rather than no. This is my first break-up from an actual relationship where someone I was into would actually admit to being my boyfriend in over five years and the first in which it wasn’t my decision to split up in probably ten years.
It...
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Getting crank calls from teenagers at work is actually improving my mood.
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